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29 Years old and ….
Well my son is now totally healed and I am earning a substantial salary monthly!
Everything turned out just fine :-)
All my friend s are so rebellious .. Having fun, drinking, motorcycles, loud music, fast cars and just enjoying life.
Doing modelling, beauty competitions … life is great!
All of a sudden my heart starts beating faster that it can handle! I feels as if I am going to die!! I know 
if this keeps on my heart is going to snap!! It cannot beat faster … I know … I have over dosed!! Oh God help!!
I see Satan walking towards me … His is coming to fetch me … I am going straight to hell .. He is wearing a black hood and his eyes are bloodshot red …
My heart is still going at 200 beats per minute … I am going to die!!! My heart is going to stop!!! It is going to snap! The muscles cannot keep up with this!
A voice like thunder enters my mind! I see a bible as big as the horizon … a thumb flipping it open
… the voice says thundering … THIS IS WHAT YOU LIVE ACCORDINGLY … FROM THE BEGINNING TO THE END!!!
I see a newspaper… I am on the front page .. My son and Mom and grandmother is on it as well … the heading:
MOM DIES OF OVERDOSE … SON STAYS ALONE BEHIND!
I AM DEAD!
No God!! Please deliver me from the evil one!! …
Immediately the palpitations stop! God saved me! 
I must get back to Mom … living in Johannesburg is going to kill me!